Dear Dad,
From the moment I came off of that plane and was placed in your arms,
(even though I was an oblivious baby at the time)
I felt safe;
I felt like I was truly home.
I've had a tough twenty-something years. But you know what? I don't care.
I don't care because I've got you to support me, cheer me on,
and tease me to death until my frown turns upside down,
and I'm a giggling mess squirming in your strong arms.
We've been through a lot, Dad, you and I.
From my first time on the beach in Chincoteague
to Moon Rides in the backyard.
From my first cleft-palate operation
to my asthma attack during that Easter Vigil Mass.
From my bouts of d
watching her every moment.
people scrutinizing her every move.
judging whatever flew out of her mouth.
she felt it.
heard it.
saw it.
the one place she found security
- sanction -
was a world created all her own.
she surrounded herself with walls.
was careful to seal them up;
was careful to block the spies
from looking in;
was careful to keep the spies
from finding her weakness.
she made sure to not get caught off-guard.
hiding was what she became good at;
faking her emotions became second nature;
pretended that everything was okay.
inside she was broken.
it came to a point where
she could no longer trust;
she was afraid to trust;
i
■ hello! marg here to say that i've moved to keijiis where i plan on restarting fresh and new! therefore, this account shall be abandoned for... reasons which i shall not name.
as for my original series and miscellaneous writings, they [the series and novels] shall be written and posted there as well as fresh, original poetry, prose, etc. with this being my very first deviantart account, i've cherished the fond (as well as not-so-fond) memories that occurred here as well as the lovely friendships - past and present - that i have made over the *checks how long this account has been around* four years (wowier than wow! omg!) i've used namxlxss.
thanks for the llamas, points, faves, comments, etc.!!! i shall look forward to those and more from you all on keijiis!
hello, folks! i'm gone... kind of. actually, i've moved to keijiis, thus placing this account on permanent hiatus. see my most recent journal for more info!
and ofc, the usual: please do not comment on this page; rather, feel free to reply to this comment instead. you're welcome for faves, llamas, and watches; no need to thank me as you are automatically welcome!!
Ah... heh heh... I'm not totally back... Just here to clear messages and move deviations, etc. No updating from me in terms of prose, etc. for a while. Sorry to get your hopes up!